Dark night of the soul!

Dwelling in despair, crying out for help. Screaming let me out. Heart full of sorrow & pain, filled with darkness. Mind racing a million miles a minute, where do I go from here. Is there a way out? Is this some kind of a game? Am I being played? Stuck in the darkness all I see is black and darkness! Does color exist anymore or have I gone color blind? Am I being punished? Can somebody please turn the lights on for me. Or am I dreaming? Can somebody please help me wake up from this nightmare. I can't see! I can't breathe!
- Sundivine.
*Dark night of the Soul is just another word for transformation where you are being re-born!*